The bell rang suddenly and I knew it was time for lunch. All class period, everyone’s stomachs were rumbling, growling, and moaning. It was as if we had monsters in our bodies. Which in essence, we kind of did. Us teenagers tend to be like walking vacuums when it comes to food.
My entire Spanish class, all nineteen of us, darted out, and headed straight for the cafeteria. I walked briskly with my best friend, Maddie, while fighting a huge crowd to get to our table in the far left corner of the cafeteria. As we walk down the stairs at a heart-piercing rate, I bump into someone, dropping everything I had in my hands.
"Go ahead, Maddie." I tell her.
"Okay, Parker." she says.
I kneel down to pick up all of my belongings, and suddenly look up for no reason. I see a boy, in my grade, sultry hazel eyes, and short, spiked brown hair, leaning down to help me. This was the boy I bumped into. His name was Josh. Him and I used to be best friends until he got on the basketball team. Then he just left me out in the cold. I’m sure it probably wasn’t on purpose. He was actually really busy with games and practice and meetings. I guess he figured I didn’t want that… That’s when I met Maddie, and we’ve been inseparable ever since!
"I’m so sorry, Parker." he said. He remembered me. How did he remember me? It’s been what? Two years? How, no, why did he remember me?
"It’s okay, Josh." I say with a trembling voice. We moved to the corner of the landing of the staircase.
"How’ve things been?" he asked. Did he really want to rekindle the friendship we lost to a sport, and maybe a little miscommunication?
"Things are okay, I guess." I respond, this time more clearly. "Not much has changed." I add.
"Well I can obviously tell at least one thing has." he replied, smiling at me. I can’t help but smile back. I fight the sudden butterflies in my stomach and cough up enough courage to respond to his comment.
"Oh really? And what might that be?" I ask.
Before I could even think of what he might be trying to say, he leans in and gently kisses me. I let my hands lightly graze the skin of his jaw. I feel him smiling through the kiss, but I don’t dare to open my eyes. The tardy bell rings but we don’t move. We stay there, letting our lips touch for several moments. He grabs my face with his soft and gentle hand. After a few seconds, he slightly pulls away.
"I want you." he tells me.
"What?" I say, looking puzzled.
"I want you. All of you. Right now." he replies.
"What do you mean, Josh?" I ask him.
"Let me show you, then." Josh blurts out with a half-smile smirk on his face.
Josh takes my hand and pulls me down the rest of the stairs. We pass several classrooms, the cafeteria, the main office, and the janitor’s closet. He pushes open the girl’s bathroom door and tells me to go in and see if there are any girls inside. I obey his orders.
"The coast is clear." I whisper.
"Good!" he says firmly. He walks in and slams the door shut, locking it with one swift movement of his thumb.
"What are you do-" I was interrupted by a kiss. From the few I had gotten, I could tell his kisses were always warm and gentle. Soft, but unforgettable.
Josh pulls me into the larger handicapped stall, locks the stall door, and pushes me against a wall. His hot lips crashed against mine. This time, he became a little more rough with his kisses. It was new to me, and a little bit off-putting, but I was really turned on my it. I started kissing Josh’s neck and he moaned. That was his sweet spot. I sucked on his collarbones and interchanged to his neck and earlobe frequently. I could taste the saltiness of his sweat starting to bead on his chest. He was nervous. Hadn’t he done this before? He had initiated it. With his looks and charm, he couldn’t be a virgin! I thought. I wasn’t. I had had sex with a guy I used to date. We didn’t date long, though. I’d only had sex maybe five or six times. But I knew what I liked.
"Josh, can I ask you something?" I whispered innocently.
"Sure." he said with a sigh of relief.
"Are you a virgin?" his eyes widened.
"N- Well…. Yes. Why?" he confessed. I bite my lip and giggle.
"I could tell you’re nervous. It’s okay, Josh. I’m not gonna bite. Well…. Maybe I won’t." I said seductively. Josh smiled and I could tell I was turning him on. He brushed my brown hair behind my ears and stared into my blue eyes.
"Well what if I told you I liked it when you bit my neck?" he asked.
"Then I’d do anything to please you." I said as I leaned in for a gentle kiss.
I unbuttoned his shirt and threw it on the ground. I looked down to notice his defined abs. I bit my lip.
"Damn, Josh. You didn’t have these two years ago." I whimper as he kisses my neck.
"Basketball didn’t do that. I actually did it for you. I saw you and your boyfriend last year. He had muscles. I wanted to impress you." I started to blush.
"Well I am. And I want you too." Josh pulled my shirt over my head and I undid his jeans. I must have done a damn good job turning him on because his boxers were no disguise of what I had coming for me.
"Oh Josh!" I say with amazement.
I jump up and he catches me. I wrap my legs around his waist and kiss him. I could feel a certain throbbing in my jeans. It wasn’t Josh. It was me. I’d never felt this with my ex boyfriend. This was new. I liked it. I moaned and sucked my lip as Josh start kissing me lower and lower on my body until he reached my waistline. I stop him.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" I ask him. Josh nods.
He continues to unbutton my pants and pulls them down. He comes up for a kiss and start to rub my panties. I gasp with pleasure.
"Oh Josh!" I whisper in his ear.
"I want you inside me." I add.
I pull down his boxers to reveal his large length. He was bigger than I thought. I rub his member with a few long, warm strokes to warm him up before he removes my black lace panties and enters me without warning. I open my mouth but no sounds or words come out. I was speechless. He was everywhere at once. He slowly pumped in and out, hoping he wasn’t hurting me. Finally after a little silence, I start moaning. Right after, Josh starts picking up speed.
"Talk dirty to me, Josh." I demand. He starts pumping even harder, thrusting every inch. I could feel him throbbing inside of me.
"You like it like that? he says slyly.
"Yeah, baby. I love it. Hard, Josh! Harder!" I ask.
"Yeah you like it rough and dirty, don’t you? You little bad girl."
"I do! I do!"
Josh pushed me onto the handicapped rail for support, my legs still wrapped around him. Now he could get even deeper inside me.
"Oh my god, Josh!" I scream out.
"Oh, Parker! You’re so good." Josh blurted out as he bit his lip.
"Josh! I’m gonna come!" I screamed. I was sure that people in the hallways could hear us.
"Ugh, Parker, me too! Josh let me down just in time for his creamy liquid to leak into the toilet.
I bit my lip as Josh propped me up on the railing again. This time, he spread my legs and got on his knees. His tongue was warm and soft, like linens fresh out of the dryer. He circled me over and over again. I was breathing heavily. His warm breath on my inner thighs made me shiver. I giggled as he teased me with one lick her and once lick there.
Then, without warning, Josh dove in.
"Oh my god! Josh!" I said gasping.
You like that, Parker?” he asked.
"Yes, Josh! Yes, yes! Oh Josh!" I was on cloud nine.
Josh started sucking my clit and licking it over and over again, making me arch my back with pleasure. He came up for another kiss. I could taste my juices on his lips. Surprisingly sweet, but a bit salty as well. We are both breathing heavily.
"Wow, Josh. For your first time, how did it feel?" I ask him.
"Amazing. I didn’t hurt you, did I?"
"No, not at all. I loved it. I guess this is what I missed out on for two years, huh?" I said jokingly.
"I’ve been meaning to talk to you about that. I didn’t want to stop being friends with you, really, I didn’t. But the guys on the team thought you weren’t cool. I know it was stupid of me to let them change my mind about you, especially because of how I feel about you." he confessed. My face straightens. My eyes start to sting from tears.
"Feel?" I ask.
"Feel. I still like you. I’ve liked you since the day we met. And I threw that all away for a sport. I’m so sorry. I was so stupid, but I really want us to be close again." he tells me.
"Me too. But I don’t think we can be friends." I say.
"Because I’m not down with the whole ‘friends with benefits’ thing. I want to be in a relationship with you." I confess.
"Oh. Well I want to be with you too." he agrees. I smile. He kisses me softly on the lips and I wrap my arms around his warm neck.
"I love you." he whispers in my ear.
"I love you too, Josh."